匆匆

有时候，匆匆路过的，反而留下了印记。

你抽的烟

十一年前吧，我很喜欢这首歌。
我记得你那时候说，这是少数许美静比较不一样的歌。
因为你吧，我真的很喜欢这首歌。
好久好久没有听过这首歌了。
刚刚重听，除了副歌部分，其他的我居然完全没有印象了。
曾经，你牵动着我的喜怒哀乐。
你开心，我就欣喜。
你烦闷，我陪你。
你说会戒烟，我信你。
你喜欢音乐，我学习音乐。
你说好听的，我都喜欢。
十一年后，曾经因为你很爱的这首歌，居然完全不在脑海里。
可见得当年，我其实并不爱这首歌，我爱的是你。
十一年没见你了，你，还好吧？

Some part missing

I am here to claim back part of my heart, that I have accidentally left last week.
Slowly, I walk into the little cozy forest, finding my heart. I found it almost at once when I walked in. I dig a hole, and take out the part that I left a week ago, then place another part that I thought it suppose to be here back in the hole.

I walk out the forest, with a lighter heart, beating on a more energetic pace.
I stand before the blue sea near the forest, enjoying the sea breeze. I opened my arm, and let the wind filled my T-shirt, the wind around me bring a little coldness, I thought this is some new fresh feeling, ignoring the little emptiness that is spreading bit by bit.

I close my eyes and feel some breeze stroke on my face gently, then dance with my hair. I am smiling, a not too sweet smile. I thought, this is a norm after changing that part of my heart.

I took a deep deep breath, too deep that I nearly choked.
Coughing a little while I swallow some cold air in my body, I shiver a bit due to the unexpected coldness, then I feel something is spreading in my body. My heart began to weight more.

I took a deep breath again and I start to notice some difference. The cold air that flow in to my body through my nose, pass through the wind pipe, and then my lung, finally dissolve in my blood, and travels to every inch of my body.

Something is wrong. Therefore I went back to the jungle again, trying to find my part of heart that I left a while ago. But, I couldn't find it anymore. I have no choice and left with some part of my heart missing. I have always thought that I would have a lighter heart when I buried some part of my heart, strangely, my heart is heavier then ever after missing a part, not knowing, the missing part of my heart has filled with something cold, something cold that called missed.

好想好想。。。海

剛剛從海邊回來，又開始想念了。
很想回到海邊去放空，甚麼都不想。
管他是怎麼樣的想念，只要有海風，就能吹散，只要有海水，就能稀釋。

好想好想。

Love and Love

It's a complex feeling.
There are so many things that gathered in my mind, so many words and too many feeling that couldn't form a proper article. Perhaps, I need a sieve, to seperate the Love and Love.

Well, we'll see....

Deeply In Love

I'm lying down on a comfortable arm chair, accompanied by the beautiful sun set, kissed by the sea breeze.

I turned my head aside, and saw the sky in a different angle. The sun is now diving at my eye level. I felt that the world has shrink to my size, and everything seem so peaceful.

The waves pad on the shore, comes in and out one after one, just like my heart, beating on a regular rhythm. Peaceful, but excited, awaiting something.

Soon, the sky was painted grey, bit by bit; then dark grey; I sit upright, seeing the final line of the sunset disappear.

I lie down again, feel the breeze and listen to the waves that keep padding on the shore. The night finally falls, and I am surrounded by the darkness, I get up and walk out of the darkness, with a sweet smile carving on my face. I knew perfectly well that I'm deeply in love.